You didn't earn it. You didn't work for it. You've never had anyone come up to you and say you deserve these things more than anyone else. They were just handed to you. So that doesn't make you better than us. It makes you luckier than us.
Which do you prefer?
Not being good at something,
and therefore not being chosen,
or not being chosen,
although you're good,
you're wanted,
but just not available.
Stupidity;
Why must life be such
that we can never go back in time,
and change all the mistakes
that we have made.
Suffering;
Why is it that
when I look back now,
I can't tell why I made those choices,
not anymore.
Self-Condemnation;
Because I do regret.
Because it hurts to see bored faces,
when they are the ones with the privileges.
Because it hurts to watch the things that they do,
knowing that I could have been a part of it.
Because it hurts to breathe.