Friday, January 22, 2010

What ever happened to believing?

You didn't earn it. You didn't work for it. You've never had anyone come up to you and say you deserve these things more than anyone else. They were just handed to you. So that doesn't make you better than us. It makes you luckier than us.

Spoken;
Which do you prefer?
Not being good at something,
and therefore not being chosen,
or not being chosen,
although you're good,
you're wanted,
but just not available.

Stupidity;
Why must life be such
that we can never go back in time,
and change all the mistakes
that we have made.

Suffering;
Why is it that
when I look back now,
I can't tell why I made those choices,
not anymore.

Self-Condemnation;
Because I do regret.
Because it hurts to see bored faces,
when they are the ones with the privileges.
Because it hurts to watch the things that they do,
knowing that I could have been a part of it.

Because it hurts to breathe.


Friday, January 15, 2010

We Band of Buggered

Is everyone here very stoned?

In the end,
when everything fell away,
we were happy,
if you forget
all the animosity,
and the pain,
you will find other things,
that are far more important.

Because maybe,
in the end,
we do render supreme.

Because maybe,
in the end,
no matter how the others fared,
we worked together,
and things turned out well.



Wednesday, January 13, 2010

White Noodles

There's a difference between choosing life and avoiding death.

Don't you think,
if you said yes,
you would have seen smiles?

Don't you think,
we are sick and tired
of hearing contradicting,
pathetic remarks?

Don't you think,
that instead of
helping someone,
you're actually putting them down?

Don't you think,
that we actually have feelings?

Don't you think,
there are better ways?

Don't you think,
that we deserve a chance,
like everyone else?

Don't you think,
other people do matter,?

Don't you think,
that sometimes,
it's not all about you
and your accomplishments
because no one cares?

Don't you think,
that in the end,
we're not happy,
at all?

Friday, January 1, 2010

Belonging

Life is precious and there's not a lot of room for anger.

Hello.
I'm READY for an awesome year.

Hello.
I'm going to learn how to ride a bike.

Hello.
I'm going to blog no matter how cheem I am.

Hello.
I'm going to read more books.

Hello.
I'm going to study like crazy for the next 10 months.

Hello.
I'm going to be less temperamental.

Hello.
I'm finally going to grow up.

Hello.
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(Yes, NiaoFin, I'm talking about you)
click the "0 comments" link
at the bottom of this post.

Hello.
I know this post is not cheem at all.