Base Purples

I'm throwing on my Louboutins.

When you have seen what it has become, maybe, you'll understand. It's hurts too much, and I'm scared, if we leave, and you fail is it your fault? No, never, it'll be us who didn't show you the right path, it'll be us who will take the blame. The thing is, we will take it, willingly, but you see, we want to leave, smiling.

When I saw the original, and I see us now, I don't know what to do. It hurts because I can't do anything that I want to because of your pathetic insecurities.

When I see you now, I'm disgusted, because you still think that everything is just a game.

When I look at you, I so desperately want to help, and not walk away.

Give me a reason to stay.

Give Me a Sign

In terms of which is the better adhesive, super glue sticks okay, but glitter is permanent.

It's was the disappointing,

because,

I didn't want them to fail.

I didn't want myself to fail.

It hurts when you see people,

who don't cherish what they have.

It hurts when you're stuck,

and you just don't know what to do.

It hurts to breathe.

It hurts to cry.

And then it rained.

As if he felt helpless,

and disappointed,

like us.

As if it would have helped,

helped us wash our problems away.

Will it?

Is there an superior being up there?

Because I prayed,

I prayed and prayed,

but you didn't answer

my pleas.

So give me a sign,

to keep me fighting.

Shit Happens

When a star shines, it means a soul is free.

I saw it,

your unhappiness,

the animosity in your eyes,

once I told you.

How everything changed,

how life was once full of opportunities,

but now,

a desert,

bare and dry.

I forgot what passion had felt like,

until you told us,

how much you wanted to help us

and how simply you thought of it.

Because for you,

it isn't a burden,

not even a job,

you wanted to do it,

for us,

not because you had to,

but because

you truly loved us.

And I see now,

what I'm doing is

for the eyes of all

the ones we would leave behind,

for all the pain

that was brought upon us,

for the pride

that I hope will shine in your eyes,

for the simple

yet powerful word-passion.

because you once showed me

how to stand up,

and you gave me the strength

to speak up.

I see everything

that I'm doing.

And I know,

that I'm doing it,

most importantly,

for you.