Thanks to all,
who made me feel,
loved,
and cared for.
I have a dilemma.
What do I do,
when there are 3 things that hang in the balance?
so many things would get compromised.
It's the finale tomorrow.
I would probably miss it.
geez,
why am I so upset?
how do you think clearly,
when your head hurts?
think,
with our heart.
it will come again,
maybe at the end,
maybe in the next,
I'll hold in the tears for now.
I don't know what to do
for tomorrow.
There's type of loneliness
that comes with being special.
there's a type of solitude
that comes with true power.
There's a price to pay
when you're chosen.
but it's what we need,
leaders,
good ones.
don't laugh at them,
because in the end,
they run past boundaries
that no one dares to cross,
they try and try again,
they don't mind the sacrifice,
as long as we move together.
It's lonely there,
because when someone has that label,
everyone instantaneously throws everything to that person.
It is lonely.
when you are one person,
and no one understands what
you are going through,
all you see
is a piece of paper,
and once you make a little
tear,
or stain,
or spot,
or crease,
then they're gonna blame you.
what a price to pay.
and they still do it.
they still do it because,
no one else will.
because,
the end matters too much,
to walk away.
