Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Do I risk it all?
Come this far,
just to fall?


Thursday, May 19, 2011

It's Been A Lifetime Hasn't It?

What I did.
Was it right?

Where is everyone,
when I need them?


You can't tell me to relax
and just "go for dinner for now"
because I don't have the time.

I'm starting to like my job.
Even though there's that voice that says
I can't cope.

The pain of not knowing what's going on.

Why did I agree to do something
I don't believe in?

Why on Earth am I so...
weak.

Things take time,
and heal.
I know everything happens for a reason,
but what am I supposed to do now?

Turn Me Inside Out.

I did everything right.
I studied hard.
I did what you wanted.
I didn't choose the risky choice.
I chose something safer over something I loved.
I did something completely Singaporean.
I listened to you.
I know we've had this conversation.
I know that's why I'm not talking to you.
I don't know why I'm doing this anymore.
I wonder what will happen now that I love my job.
I don't know why I hate the school.
I did everything right.

Why aren't I happy?