Monday, September 3, 2012

everything hurts

How do you say?

I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I was rude.
I'm sorry I scoffed at you when you said
you keep your promises.
I'm sorry that I no longer believe you
I'm sorry that you're a liar.
I'm sorry that maybe things aren't working that well.
I'm sorry that I feel this bad.
I'm sorry that I don't respect you.

Let's play a game.
Whatever is said won't matter.

Hi,
you're supposed to be my role model.
So tell me.
how the fuck can you see your wife suffer?
how the hell can you not see us, frustrated?
I cannot lie.
That is why I will never talk.
For my words will be coined "disrespectful"
but truth be told,
I'm so tired of trying to prove to you that I'm Something.
When all you have done
is nothing.