But I Am A Good Girl

Fuck Lewis

How long will it take for you to understand that I don't want a job where I am constantly hating my life. I don't want to live life knowing I have no where to go and me constantly wanting to end everything and just give up.

I had a nightmare, that I couldn't act anymore. Because I forgot how.

I gave up talking to you. Because I know how fucking futile it will be. You don't know better, because you never dreamed big enough.

You can't say what I have or what I don't, because you've never experienced it.

Will things be okay?