Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Let Me Out

and today you accidentally called me,
"baby"

Everyday is a reminder
of what I hate most in life.

The lack of control,
the soulless days where by
I'm just sleepwalking the whole day.

I want to be back when we were 16.
And just stay there,
when we didn't have any of these choices.
I want life to go on.

I don't want to be 17 anymore.

I honestly don't know what you want,
honestly,
will it be awkward?
Yes.
Do I want to be friends?
What will that mean?
How do we start again?

I don't want to make any decisions
now that I'm vulnerable.

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