Je veux retourner à Paris

The stars a blazing like rebel diamonds cut out of the sun.

When I didn't have to answer to anyone but myself.

Mama says the Legend is so open

because at a point of time,

she believed that she had nothing left to lose.

If I could forget about everything,

and just be.

Without fear of consequences,

maybe I can finally grow.

Maybe I can finally know who I am.

I know I'm strong,

in certain ways,

I've overcome and learnt from my experiences.

but that's the thing,

it's My Own Experiences.

If you see someone you love reaching for a fire,

and no matter what you say,

they still continue to reach for it,

what will you do?

I'd let them get burn.

Because then they'll learn.

Tough love.

Tough life.

I feel like an airhead.

I'm not thinking deep thoughts,

just shallow ones.

Back there,

I was in charge of my on decisions,

my own future.

And I felt so liberated,

for the first time,

I understood why

teens say they want more "freedom"

Because we're so bloody protected from the world,

when all we want to do

is see it,

and learn.