Je pense que la raison pour laquelle je suis attiré par elle, c'est parce que, elle se tient belle et innocente dans ce monde laid.
Should I have gone?
Should I not have come up with some stupid excuse like dinner?
Part of me wonders,
is this the last time I'll meet you guys?
I can't bear to look at you,
or talk to you,
to be in the same room as you.
It makes me uncomfortable.
Like I'm violated.
then thing is,
you did nothing wrong.
What happened, girl?
What happened,
to sharing everything.
what happened,
to no judgement,
just understanding was enough.
just listening.
Shit.
The world really screwed you over didn't it?
All too blinded by success and the fear of failure.
fear of
suffering;
poverty;
the unknown.
Until we're too fucking oblivious to see that we're freaking mindless automatons.
Living life without risk.
Then what's the point?
what's the point
of waking up in the morning
if all you do is the same old thing that you despise.
the thing that promised the material happiness that came with sticking to the rules, and the late nights studying, for what?
To ace a test based on a historian's beliefs on what is fact and what isn't?
Who are we trying to please?
the examiner?
our teachers?
parents?
when the hell do we stop and ask ourselves,
who is going to please me?
when am I actually living,
for myself?
How do we move forward,
when we're so stuck on the past?
yes,
we should learn from our mistakes,
but we cannot look forward when we don't turn our heads around.
or lift it up from a book.
When you're studying,
do you memorise?
do you understand?
maybe you don't memorise it, and you study it by understanding it.
but do you question why you're studying it?
why you are sacrificing 2 hours of your sleep
trying to connect the dots
of why you should multiply before you subtract?
why am I learning about things that make people tick,
when everyone is different?
now,
I ask you this.
When we were young,
out parents asked us to dream, big.
What happened to that?
Do they still tell you to do that?
Do they tell you to be practical?
Why did they lie?
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